What is wrong with me?

I can’t count the nights … when I’ve hoped tomorrow won’t come … I’ve lost my dreams …. and my love … I’m crying black tears … I have nothing … I’m so sad … Unable even to put it into words … I can’t take being alone … I can’t take being with someone else … At night I’m tired of crying … During the day I’m hiding my weakness and putting on a smile … I no longer need things that can break … I Can’t lose somebody again … Even if I cry black tears and scream … Tomorrow will come … And I’ll come up against the same pain … If those days are going to continue … Then I want to go forward… far away … and disappear under the stars…


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Sean: Stop it! Both of you!
Sean was trying to hold Gavin back. Logan took the opportunity and ran after Chris. 
Gavin pissed off: He started it! You should hold him, not me!
Sean: What exactly happened here? Kim asked me to help Logan find Christine, because he was worried about her. And then I see you … Fighting with him!
Gavin trying to catch a breath: I wish I knew…
Sean: Are you okay now?
Gavin: Yeah… I’ll be fine.
He spit bloody saliva on the ground.
Sean: You have to apply something cold, or else it’ll be a big bruise.
Gavin: Not now… Was it you who told Kimberly about me and Chris? 
Sean: Oh.. so that’s what it was about.
Gavin pissed off: You could say so… Fuck!
Sean: Hey, don’t blame me!
Gavin: I’m not blaming you… but everything’s gone to shit.
Sean: Come on… we’ll drink and talk.
Gavin: No, I’m going home. Just tell Amber that I’ve left. 


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Sean: Stop it! Both of you!
Sean was trying to hold Gavin back. Logan took the opportunity and ran after Chris. 
Gavin pissed off: He started it! You should hold him, not me!
Sean: What exactly happened here? Kim asked me to help Logan find Christine, because he was worried about her. And then I see you … Fighting with him!
Gavin trying to catch a breath: I wish I knew…
Sean: Are you okay now?
Gavin: Yeah… I’ll be fine.
He spit bloody saliva on the ground.
Sean: You have to apply something cold, or else it’ll be a big bruise.
Gavin: Not now… Was it you who told Kimberly about me and Chris? 
Sean: Oh.. so that’s what it was about.
Gavin pissed off: You could say so… Fuck!
Sean: Hey, don’t blame me!
Gavin: I’m not blaming you… but everything’s gone to shit.
Sean: Come on… we’ll drink and talk.
Gavin: No, I’m going home. Just tell Amber that I’ve left. 


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Gavin: You’re not feeling well?

Chris: Not now, Gavin.

Gavin: Oh Sweetie, you are crying. 

He tried to hug her.

Chris: No! Don’t touch me! 

Gavin: Ok, Calm down.

Chris: How can I be calm? Kimberly knows! I asked you not to tell anyone!

He was silent for a moment, trying to recall the course of events.

Gavin: This was before you asked… Anyway, we are both adults and we don’t have to explain what we’ve done.

Chris: This was a mistake… 

Gavin: Not for me… 

She didn’t answer.

Gavin: You are shaking… maybe we can go inside?

He tried to grab her hand, but she pushed him back firmly.

Chris: No, no, nooo! JUST FUCK OFF! 

Gavin: What is wrong with you? 

She started to run…


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Gavin: You’re not feeling well?

Chris: Not now, Gavin.

Gavin: Oh Sweetie, you are crying. 

He tried to hug her.

Chris: No! Don’t touch me! 

Gavin: Ok, Calm down.

Chris: How can I be calm? Kimberly knows! I asked you not to tell anyone!

He was silent for a moment, trying to recall the course of events.

Gavin: This was before you asked… Anyway, we are both adults and we don’t have to explain what we’ve done.

Chris: This was a mistake… 

Gavin: Not for me… 

She didn’t answer.

Gavin: You are shaking… maybe we can go inside?

He tried to grab her hand, but she pushed him back firmly.

Chris: No, no, nooo! JUST FUCK OFF! 

Gavin: What is wrong with you? 

She started to run…


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Logan was looking around for Chris, but couldn’t find her anywhere. He started to ask people. No one had seen her for a long time, so he finally approached Kimberly.
Logan: Have you seen Chris?
Kim: A while ago… We argued and I think she went outside… to the backyard.
Logan: Thanks, I’ll look for her.
Kim: It would be better if you let it go. She’s not in the mood today.
Logan: That’s why I have to find her.
He went quickly to the back door. 


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Logan was looking around for Chris, but couldn’t find her anywhere. He started to ask people. No one had seen her for a long time, so he finally approached Kimberly.
Logan: Have you seen Chris?
Kim: A while ago… We argued and I think she went outside… to the backyard.
Logan: Thanks, I’ll look for her.
Kim: It would be better if you let it go. She’s not in the mood today.
Logan: That’s why I have to find her.
He went quickly to the back door. 


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Amber: You have to listen this new CD. It’s awesome! I can lend it to you if you want.
Gavin lighting a cigarette: Sure, just drop it off in your spare time.
Amber: And when will your band’s debut album be released?
Gavin: Soon… Probably at the beginning of… 
He didn’t finish speaking, because he saw Chris. 
Gavin: Hey, are you okay?
She didn’t answer.
Gavin: Amber, could you leave us for a moment?
Amber: Of course… maybe I should call somebody?
Gavin: It’s ok – he winked knowingly at her – wait for me inside.
She hesitated for a moment, seeing Chris in her condition, but she did as he asked. 


Amber: Musisz posłuchać ten nowej płyty. Jest zajebista! Mogę Ci ją pożyczyć jeśli chcesz? 
Gavin odpalając papierosa: Pewnie, podrzuć w wolnej chwili. 
Amber: A kiedy pojawi się Wasz debiutancki album?
Gavin: Wkrótce… prawdopodobnie na początku..
Nie skończył mówić, bo zobaczył Chris.
Gavin: Hej, wszystko w porządku?
Nie odpowiedziała.
Gavin: Amber, możesz zostawić nas na chwilę?
Amber: Jasne… Może powinnam kogoś zawołać?
Gavin: Jest ok *mrugnął do niej porozumiewawczo* poczekaj na mnie w środku. 
Wahała się przez chwilę, widząc w jakim stanie jest Chris, ale zrobiła to o co prosił.


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